Sir, Butler and Boy ~ Collar and Cuffs ~ Page 11
Hnnng my heart.
I’m not sure who here remembers, but this story is about scenes *going wrong*. I don’t know when but at some point I realised I’d never written a story for these three that had Jefferson being penetrated. It slowly dawned on me that he might just not like it that much, but be happy to submit to it knowing the other person gets off on it and he gets off on being used. It all muddles together in this lump of feelings, and now it’s time to find out how John feels about that…
a sub who doesn’t like to bottom… and you’ve mentioned earlier in the comments, something about Jefferson maybe “holding back” when it came to domming ;)
such a complicated dynamic, I love it. thank you Tab, i can’t find writing this good about kink anywhere else.
I recommend giving Reading between the Lines another flick through with this new information. I love me some dom guilt complexes- so much kink writing is about subs feeling ashamed of what they like being done to them, but I think the more interesting thought process is behind the people who like doing things to other people.
A-AWW D:
IT’S OKAY JEFFERSON, HAVING PREFERENCES AGAINST SOMETHING DOESN’T MAKE YOU A BAD PARTNER IT’S OKAY my baby ;A;
And in the present time of the story he thinks he isn’t good enough because he doesn’t like to bottom MY HEART
Though it pains me, I want to say thank you for shining light to these complicated aspects, Tab. I can’t say that I’ve ever read about these difficult (though incredibly intimate) aspects in a relationship anywhere else. Dom/Sub stories and their character arcs have become so predictable now, and are always about the beginning of a relationship — not a long, well established one like we see Jefferson and John’s relationship to be. This is deeper than just jealously, it’s about the insecurity therein and the individual’s actual emotions. This is such a rare and special treat. I think it hits me because it feels very relatable and, in that way, healing. Thank you <3
Yes- James is in many ways the classic ideal of a submissive boy. Jefferson loves this (and that he gets to top someone so eager too) but as John’s other submissive he can’t help but compare himself.
Oh wow okay. I see why you would need a safeword now
Kink is very emotional! Sometimes dirty talk can hit a bad place without the person talking realising.
MY HEART I am Jefferson, I enjoy getting my partner off more than I enjoy the sex itself. It feels good to please them even if the act isn’t very pleasant for me. I’ve never seen this being shown anywhere before T_T
Yeah, in my experience most erotica is ‘and then he came the hardest he ever had in his life’. I swear it’s my mission to write about sex being awkward and difficult.
Oh man. I don’t know why I’m surprised that yet another comic of yours is striking such a strong personal note, but here I am once more. Damn you, Tab. Never stop. I’ll just be over here, tearing up over my smut.
I’m glad it’s striking such a chord with you!